It's raining tears in my room as I sit alone wondering how on earth I got to be this big. Being the biggest I've ever been, makes me feel like I really am that fat ass fucking loser who can't control herself. The beached whale in the room who just stuffs and stuffs her face even when she's not hungry.
I don't want to be this person. I know what my true perfect self looks like. And it's my responsibility to mold my current self into her.
Ana must be so disappointed in me.
I'm sorry I let you down, I'll make it up to you ten fold.
CW: You don't want to know
HT: 5'3''
GW1: 200
GW2: 194
4 inches of rain and counting...
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